It is currently 3:12AM and I have only consumed a glass of iced tea and whats left of my sister's vodka from her birthday... Which is actually a lot so I'm trying to get rid of it before people ask why it's in my closet... Amongst other things...

I have not been doing a great job updating my life with this site. That really depresses me cuz I do have more updates of drawings and sketches I've done but I'm too easily distracted/distressed to get to it. I also reformatted my computer a while back and forgot that now I have to search all through the Dell website to find the software that'll allow me to connect to my scanner and have it up again. I've also been dealing with phone issues back and forth between the AT&T Tilt phones with Samsung's Propel because of phone studies for my school. My college seriously does not want you to ever be happy. I try drawing but since it's so infrequent my sketches are not up to par, but there's no classes at a technology school that really provide for my needs. I could take courses at another nearby college but they're so fuckin' anal about registration and cause so many problems for me that I just get fed up with it and stick to my academic courses closer for my major. I also need to stop screwing around and do good this semester. I need to bring up my GPA by 0.009 points to get it to a 3, how silly is that? But one F will fuck that up and I really don't want to back down now that I'm at 18 credits. FUCK! Why do I hate myself so much??? Haha, let's see if all of this will be worth it. Now if only my liver would stop hurting haha.